Sunday, July 10, 2011

If only I really have nothing to lose!

It wasn't for me, it wasn't for you, it wasn't for my family but for all the Malaysians. I always tell my friends that I have nothing to lose and I would have bet up everything of mine if someone challenge me. But today, I back off. I have something to lose. I would have joined the rally if I really have nothing to lose. Of how much I wanted for a clean and democratic country, of how much I want to have a place that I would be proud of when others ask me where I'm from. I had been criticising the government and what they should do instead of what they had done. I regretted for now studying law and being able to contribute to those who fight for what our country doesn't offer now. We are not satisfied with the current government and finally someone actually stood up and tell the government for us. They marched for democratic and freedom. What they had done is gonna stay in our mind forever for our generation. Most of them don't do it for themselves, but their children and our future. We don't need a country that we can only stay, but a country that we could live on. A country where citizens is an important factor to them.

I backed off because I know how much my parents will be worried about me. I felt so regret for not joining the others who fight for our freedom so bravely today. I had done nothing when I speak so much about it in the past. It wasn't for an individual. Its for a brighter future for us, the youth, the citizen and the country. If only there is one more chance, I swear I will go no matter what. I know I will be sorry to my parents. But if thats what it takes to create a brighter future for us and the country, I wouldn't lose any more chance.

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